Monday, September 7, 2009
Love or Hate? @ 6:02 AM
'and just so you know, I LOVE YOU OKAY :D'So over the pass few days that I haven't been blogging about the happenings in my life, things have changedand my perception of people changed too. Drastically, not really I'd say.So about the recent post.You know how close I am to Kak Siti, right? SO this past few days hasn't been alright for me since I am PMS-ing and all(I THINK). So things got a little silent between me and her and I totally cannot deny that I love her as a sister. For those who know me personally, I don't have a sister. Only an elder brother who annoys me frequently. So having her around to talk to was a change for me as I wasn't use to having someone close to talk to about my life and my days. We seemingly have a lot in common which sometimes freaks me out haha, no offence sis but seriously. I think we have this love/hate relationship haha I don't know why. And I totally understand how she works now after all that we have been through together. I have been nagged by my mum because of coming home late since I waited for her to finish her SS PT. Haha memories but I don't blame her for it since I had the choice to leave her in school but I chose otherwise.Besides, everything that she told me about herself is a secret and I would want to keep it that way where she feels comfortable talking to me, knowing that I would keep her secret safe in me and not go around spreading her secrets all around Orchard Road. Haha I feel bad that somehow I think our foursome outing to Snow City would only be cut down to three since the fourth party won't be joining us. Sigh maaf lah ye.I honestly think that somehow, we would maintain this crazy thing between us till forever. And hopefully, she becomes the bride first 'cause I have been teasing her about being the bride. Buuuut, I must say that she has learnt a lot of teasing tactics from me to know enough on how to get back at me. Sigh I still remember all the tak senonoh things we did, talked about and everything else. Haha memories.
When you're gone, the face I came to know will be missing too.Labels: friends, i miss you, love, random, school, tears
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