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Sunday, May 30, 2010

If we ever meet again @ 7:07 AM

I kinda moved to Tumblr aka the reason why this blog has been dead. Find me?

The title of the jap drama I watch.. The one my baby stars in. Mmhmm

Until we meet again.

Who know's I may even blog here still. Just not as frequent.

Labels: JPOP, random, Tohoshinki

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Thursday, May 13, 2010

Peek-a-boo @ 7:55 AM

I can totally go on a YunJae spammage without any obligations xD

Labels: JPOP, love, music, random, Tohoshinki

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Hey, you drive me crazy tonight @ 7:19 AM

It's due time that I change my blog address, yes? Its totally not related to Jonas anymore. Its so much about Tohoshinki now that I myself feel my blog address don't make sense. Heh.

Anyywayy, I've been Jaejoong crazy since(forever) but I have to say that YunJae looks so cute together>

Thank you for making my day, everyday(:

Labels: JPOP, love, music, random, Tohoshinki

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Thursday, May 6, 2010

Translation skills FTW @ 6:37 AM

So today, on our way back from Braddel, we translated English songs to Malay. And by we I mean Alisa, Isidyanah, Murnira and me xD

So this was what we came up with..

Just Dance

"Just dance, gonna be okay, tada tudu, just dance, spin the record babe, tadu tudu, just dance, gonna be okay, just just just dance, dance, dance, just, just,just, dance."

Our version:
"Joget, semua akan okay, tada tudu, joget, pusingkan record, tada tudu, joget, semua akan okay, jo jo joget, get, get, ge ge ge get."

21 guns

"One, twenty-one gun, lay down your arms, give up the fight"

Our version:
"Satu, dua puluh satu pistol, letakkan tangan, jangan bergaduh"

Hahahah there's many more but I don't think I can survive typing out another one without bursting out into fits of laughter so its okay. Save it for later yeahs? xD

I love tarian because of this.

Labels: awesome seniors, friends, fun stuff, funny stuff, hyped, jokes, love, music, random, school

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Monday, April 26, 2010

Rainbow after the storm(: @ 6:49 AM

Haha speaking of rainbows, have you heard Rainbow by Tohoshinki? Its addictive xD Aaanywaay, I hurt my ankle today D:

Did jumps during tarian and I think I landed wrongly D: Dayumm. How to run huh? Haha xD

JJ made me feel better today. My whole body was hurting, my head was throbbing badly in school. Gahh I'm falling sickk. But, to cheer you(and me) up

Labels: awesome seniors, love, music, random, Tohoshinki

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Thursday, April 22, 2010

Baby, checkmate @ 6:03 AM

This blog is dead. Something tells me that even Shakespeare is more alive xD

Anyways, tarian today was fun(: It was umm... energetic? Passionate? We could sense all the energy that everyone was giving off. Somehow, it was like as if we were on the ArtsFest stage all over again. Everyone just having fun, not even caring wether or not they will or did forget their steps. It was nice to see everyone and everything just falling into place. I hope things continue to be like this though xD

On the way back, Moony made me laugh/smile so hard I felt tears forming hahahaha xD All thanks to Tohoshinki(: They make me smile like nobody's business all the time and thats what I respect and like them for. Yes, they are artiste and are known as The Rising Gods of The East. But they are, still human. And being human means being able to let go as and when needed. They are pros as well as adorkable human beings xD Its nice seeing them laugh and its good to know that they are able to bring themselves down and be at our level.

Its nice to see them all hot and cute in pictures and videos. But its nicer seeing them being human.

"Anata ga subete"
-Tohoshinki, Nobody Knows(:

Labels: awesome seniors, friends, fun stuff, funny stuff, hyped, love, mirror-mirror on the wall who's the cutest of them all, music, random, sweetness, Tohoshinki

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Monday, April 12, 2010

Smile through it all @ 7:41 AM

(:

I don't really want to say much in this post although I know I haven't posted anything at all for a long time. Haha sorry but things don't seem to be working out quite well right now. And I don't need anyone to get caught up in all this sh*t that I'm going through.

But through it all, I have people who constantly remind me the advantages of smiling and keeping positive. And what it means to be happy and live.
Fir, Murni, Ama and Dong Bang(as a whole), thanks for making my day every day without fail(: And because of that, I love you lots. I'm not kidding.

Labels: awesome seniors, DAMMIT, friends, love, random, school, sweetness, tears

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Wednesday, February 24, 2010

I don't - On second thought, nevermind. @ 6:07 AM

Hmm how am I going to start this. Or end it. Hmm okay I gotta say that the MOEshowcase dance is DAMN difficult! Hahaha okay maybe not really ah but I keep messing up the last part. It makes me pissed off ah. Ish. Can't get the tuns and footing and timing right ><

Sighsighsigh. Whattodo whattodo? OH OH OH!

I found out what Kak Murnira and all the other tarianers planned to do on my birthday. Initially they planned to flour me but Minah forgot to bring the flour. SO they change plan and decided to wet me AFTER I changed into my tarian shirt. And then give me the CD with the shirt Kak Murni brought along. Hahahaha Kak Alisa called for an urgent level co-ords meeting that afternoon. But only Kak Murni made it. She wanted to wet me along with Minah but then Minah was eating and she ask Kak Murni to proceed without her. So then in the malay room, nothing happened. Hahaha she was worried that I didn't have a shirt as a spare(and I didn't) so she was like torn between wetting me and not wetting me. Hahahaha kesian dia. But then it never happened ah. She placed the CD in my bag where my tarian shirt was. I saw it and almost cried in the malay room. But then takde time. Haha xD I walked to the foyer with that innocent face and they were like asking each other if she(I) found out about the CD. Kak Murni was like: I don't think she knows. And then she was like AH crap how to get it back? I placed my bag down, turned to her, smiled and she was like SHIT NOO I DON'T LIKE HUGS! But then I didn't care and just hugged her xD Hahahaha I love this awesome people. TYVM(: Hahaha made me smile/cry like there's no tomorrow. Hahaha xD

Okay dah bye xD

Labels: awesome seniors, friends, fun stuff, love, random, school, sweetness, tears

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Thursday, February 18, 2010

Blessed. @ 6:08 AM

Today. Is. The. Best. Day. Of. My. Life.

Thanks to these people:

Mummy :D
Daddy :D
Bro :D
Firdaus :D
Kak Murni :D
Kak Alisa :D
Kak Anisa :D
Kak Adlina :D
Kak Adilah :D
Ama :D
Charis :D
Cikgu Nisa :D
Cikgu Rozi :D
Humaira :D
Izzah :D
Cik Bibah :D
Maknga :D
Faris Adam :D
Kak Amelina :D
Kak Amy :D
Madeline :D
Amanda(Chung & Law) :D
EVERYONE THAT WISHED ME ON FB(that I did not name here) :D

I got home, checked my mail and woah.. 25 new emails. All from FB. Awesome ke per?
KAK MURNI! FIR! KAK ALISA! KAK ANISA! I OWE ALL OF YOU A HUG!!(except maybe Fir xD)
They got me.. they got me.. SHINee's album!!! NYAAAAHHHH!! I cried when I saw it. Damn touched by them ah Dx

I cried a lot today ah basically. Mainly 'cause I was damn touched by all those who actually cared and remembered today. I officially declare this as my first birthday that I celebrated, surrounded by people who light up my life everyday without fail. These people make me smile and look great even on my worse of days xD Thanks guys(: I love you guys a lot ah tak bedek.

I guess this only serves to prove to me that even though I do have that few people in my life that turn their backs to me, I have a HELL lot more people that I can turn to and trust to catch me when I fall. It proves one thing: There are more people who cares about me in my life as compared to those who don't.

I'm blessed. Truly(:

Labels: awesome seniors, famillial, friends, fun stuff, KPOP, love, random, school, sweetness, tears

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Monday, February 15, 2010

Cause its only you @ 8:03 AM

Thanks for making me smile(:
But you still don't get it.
Maybe I should just drop it,
Let it shatter.
But then again,
Its a little too precious to just let go
I want to.
I should.
But I can't.
What on Earth have I gotten myself into?
Deep ****?
Hell yeah.

Labels: DAMMIT, love, random, tears

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Sunday, February 7, 2010

'Cause you're unreasonable @ 6:48 AM

So this past few days have been both meaningful and tear-full. I found out about things that made me cry and ask why and found out things that can make me go Awwwh. But then again, right now, I feel like I want to cry. Maybe cause some people are just insensitive and maybe cause I just can't take it anymore.

YMC was fun but what happened afterwards was just plain bull. I feel like slapping peoples faces and sometimes just shout out to the sky and tell the stars the feelings deep in me. I know you don't usually know me as the emotional type so yeah. Tadaa, I cry alot and wish that sometimes things never happen. I want it all to end. Sometimes I ask myself what did I ever do to actually deserve all this pain and sadness and sometimes even the joy. I know for one that people move, inspire and sometimes motivate me but I never knew that I would ever be moved that much till the point where I would just get down on my knees and cry. Fir told me: if you wanna cry, just cry. Let it all out. Maybe I should and maybe I did. But whatever it is that I did, no one else ever deserved to be hurt this way. No one should. Ah dammit. I made people feel disappointed and just so emo and worried sometimes. I shall leave you with this then...

Doushite
Kimi wo suki ni natte shimatta darou...

Labels: awesome seniors, confusion, DAMMIT, disappointment, friends, love, random, tears

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Monday, January 25, 2010

TARIAN TRIALS!! @ 7:04 AM

Wooh so after a looong looong time of not posting a single thing on my blog, I shall well, post something! Hahaha. Short ah short.

SO umm today was tarian trials and I must say that The Sec Ones were goood! I was impressed with BOTH my juniors(: Claudia is pwetty(: Hahaha okay Naz, step out of your bimbs moment.

Secondly, WHATTHEHELLISYOURPROBLEM?!?! Hahahaha. Okay phew got that off my chest(or kinda).

Thirdly, KAK MURNI!!!! Hahahaha okay random shout out! Sleepysleepysleepy!

Okay dah bye.

Labels: activities in school, awesome seniors, bored, DAMMIT, exciting stuff, friends, fun stuff, funny stuff, jokes, love, random, school, tears

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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Sing, dance, party. @ 4:48 AM

Tarian outing was damn fun omgee! Hahaha we had pizza! Like four boxes of it. xD Makan sampai nak temuntah.

So anyway, SHOUT OUT TO MURNIRA BTE SULAIMAN xD

Haha she looks pretty in shades. Okay now I feel like a stalker cause I have a freakishly large amount of photos of her. Haha or photos with her in it somehow xD

We had fun. Like lots of it 'cause well, it was Ms Wani's treat, the pizzas. Haha our jumpshots were damn awesome! Got it in like the first try. Kak Isdi rocks at timing. Haha. Me and Kak Mur blocked most of them at the next jumpshot so yeah xD Damn fun I tell you. Haha.

Omg performance rocked ah. I did what I couldn't do at first perfectly. And my hair was BOOMZ like seriously.

BOOMZ.

Haha I took a shower after that to remove make-up as well as to untangle my tangled hair xD Sadly no soap or shampoo so yeah. Haha but I felt damn good after the shower. Cold water \m/

Labels: awesome seniors, bored, exciting stuff, friends, fun stuff, funny stuff, hyped, jokes, love, lunch, random, school, sweetness

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Sunday, December 20, 2009

And then I... @ 8:55 AM

Hehehehehe hello all(: I'm still in KL so yeah, I'm having fun xD

I feel like posting but I have no idea what to post about):

But anyway I got really nice shoes for myself and yeah awesome family time. Hahahaha I'm freezing right now so my brain isn't working very well. So are my fingers. Going to Sungei Wang plaza tomorrow to get shoes. I have a freaking lot of money left ah Haha shall save it for next year(:

Kak Murnira is damn happy right now! Hahaahaha okay I should go to sleep now. Okay dah bye(:

Oh and who knew he was coming along?

Labels: awesome seniors, bored, conversations on IM, DAMMIT, exciting stuff, famillial, friends, funny stuff, jokes, KPOP, love, music, random, sweetness, vacation

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Thursday, December 17, 2009

Stalker. @ 4:20 AM

Hehe you must be wondering whats up with the title of this post but actually, nothing THAT major lah ye.

I met Kak Siti at Jurong East MRT station at platform C! Hehe turns out she was heading to Geylang(boo). Hehe it was soooo uncalled for. We didn't even plan to meet. And like of all places, at the MRT platform. Hah we damn awesome. I TOLD YOU NAZIRA WE ARE TELEPATHICALLY CONNECTED! Haha okay yeah. I was heading to Bukit Gombak to collect my madrasah results and mmm, it was okay lah eh. Haha not the worst that I have done so far so yeah, its okay.

So I spent most of my day on Facebook and Youtube listening to Korean songs and falling in love with them. Sigh <3

Okay dah bye.
P.S Selamat maalhijrah to all you Muslim readers xD

Labels: awesome seniors, bored, conversations on IM, exciting stuff, festivities, friends, fun stuff, KPOP, love, music, random, sweetness

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

ONEW! @ 1:31 AM

OMG OKAY I'M GOING TO CONFESS THAT HE IS AWESOME! So is the rest of SHINEE xD As well as DBSK. ARGH KAK MURNIRA! Haha I'm going nuts. Her fault lah! Got me hooked into this argh.

But nice eh seriously. Especially this one. Heh Okay dah cukup!

Labels: awesome seniors, KPOP, love, music, random, sweetness

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DUCKTAPE! @ 1:00 AM

Hehe I don't know what got into me but I'm noticing weirdddd stuffs. Haha for example, my brother pasted his timetable up with ducktape xD I don't really know how it IS weird but yeah. Haha okay sorry.

Haha okay me and Kak Mur are totally having our swoon moment ah! And she got me hooked to KPOP! Damn. The songs very addictive. I SWEAR! And the dance moves!! Whoo panas ttm.

Haha okay nevermind ignoreignore. Leaving for KL this Friday after Maghrib for the ULTIMATE SHOP TILL YOU DROP VACAY! Haha ecited ttm. I haven't done my list of things to buy and look for yet. Nyaah D:

Aaaanywaaay, CCAO coming up really really soon! Kinda excited. I WANNA DANCE CAN?! I'm like totally begging Kak Mur to allow me to dance ah. Its bad enough that I can't make it for the YMC event D: Okay takpe. Pray hard

Labels: awesome seniors, bored, conversations on IM, exciting stuff, friends, fun stuff, hyped, love, random, school, vacation

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Sunday, December 6, 2009

Mahkhamah Keadilan @ 3:15 AM

Sooooo for those who missed it, boo you(: cause it was freakin' awesome xD

So my previous post was totally a shout out to Kak MOONY ahahaha so yeah thanks again , yes sis?

So now, today, short and sweet,

"I'd rather be the one who suffers and cry than be the one who does all the wrong things"

-Naz

Labels: activities in school, awesome seniors, bored, DAMMIT, exciting stuff, friends, fun stuff, love, random, sweetness, tears

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Friday, December 4, 2009

THANKS(: @ 1:30 AM

"Ain Nazihah kept on sending me messages like:
"OH NO I TURNED OFF THE CAMERA. HAHAHAHA. EPIC."
"Haha zebraaaaaaaaaaaaa! Haha Omg today was so fun!! Haha EH SHIT ITS RECORDING!"
"Haha BOOMZ!"

idk if you realised but all the bolded words are quoted from me. GAH. SIAK NYE JUNIOR. HAHAHAHAHA. shizx man, saturday, 17 Oct 09. was a tiring to th max day. i was damn ngantok and my whole body was aching. from east to west. fuhhh jauh melayang. one note of advice, dont sit down and rest your head on your lap to sleep when you wear baju kurung. you MIGHT choke to death. tested and verified by ~~me and~~ Naz. xD kak feen, anisa and naz sec 1 has labeled me as a failure photographer. you kinda get th point from the smses. hahahahahahaha. wah shizx farny. XD ahhhh, otw home. naz pointed out to me allllllllllll the merepek stuff i did and wahseh, memalukan la dok! dont remind me can!? hahaha kurang asamnye junior. xD ahhhh, i.am.so.selenger. D:"

THANKS KAK MOONY FOR MAKING MY DAY(: LOVESXSXSXSXSXSXSXS<3

Labels: awesome seniors, bored, exciting stuff, friends, funny stuff, jokes, love, random, sweetness

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I'm not where you are. @ 5:54 AM

To: Whoever it may concern

Dear Sir/Madam,

If you think you're good, then think again 'cause there are people who are better than you.

Yours truly,
Naz.

And there, I said it.
Stop doing what you do 'cause nobody's perfect, including you.

Labels: DAMMIT, friends, irritating much, random

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