Monday, April 6, 2009
Kak Farah is damn elitist @ 6:14 AM
OMG KAK FARAH IS DAMN ELITIST!!We were waiting for tarian to view the SYF dance and give positive comments and Liyana started the convo about hot/cute guys. From like totally jauh schools. Okay no lah some of them quite dekat but yeah lah very outreach.So then I started talking about -inserts guy's name- and she went like "Which school is he from?" And I told her"-insert secondary school's name-" And she giggled and then stopped to apologise and admit" SORRY I'M AN ELITIST."Wow Kak Farah its good that you know. So then on the train back home...Me: Kak, would you accept a guy who is a mat but is smart?Kak Farah: Oh that would be like a bonus lah. All mats are cute(ew so not true).Me: Oh kay. Then if nerdy but smart?Kak Farah: Yeah. I like the nerdy look. Me: Okay. Kak Farah: Sorry uh but I'm an elitist.HAHAHA. Second time today!! SECOND!Malay dance SYF tmrw!! Pray hard that SriKencana Raffles will bring home a Gold with Honours! Amin.But since I'm helping out tomorrow for SYF, I get to escape class at 10 am(:LOVES IT!Okay dah bye.Labels: bored, friends, fun stuff, jokes, love, random, school
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Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Why? @ 5:48 AM
I know I'm sorry I haven't blog in years. Heh okay exagerrating the years part but yeah you get what I mean.So hmm, I must say that alot of things have happened while I was on pause. But I'm blogging tonight in particular because of something that happened during dinner tonight. Like just now. Right now I'm feeling so sad and afraid that I won't see/meet my brother in heaven. I'm afraid that he wouldn't be able to enjoy the luxury with me. I mean yes I know he's totally very the irritating but hey, he IS still my brother and as obnoxious as he is, I still love him. He was rude to my mum during dinner and this was roughly what happened.Mom: Wow I'm surprised abang(brother) is eating belacan. I thought he wasn't the kampong type?Me: Heh yeah. Surprised me too when he took that-points at some traditional dish-Brother: Eh my preference lah what I want to eat!Mom: No problem with that. I just said that I am surprised.Me: Yeah seh.Brother: Yeah so? I want to eat I eat lah! Why ask so many questions?Me: Hey she was just making a statement. Don't have to be so rude!Brother: Yeah so you just shut up and eat lah!Trust me when he was being rude to my mum, I swear tears were already starting to form in my eyes. Then I thought to myself,' If this is how my brother is, then he is not worthy for my tears'. I tried to control my tears but then images of how he would be 'repaid' in hell just made it uncontrollable. Tried as I might, tears just started to flow. My mum saw but she didn't say anything because I think she knew the reason behind it. So after all that, I just want to say, "Ya Allah, forgive my brother for his wrong doings. I want him to be with me when I am in heaven and not be suffering for being rude to my mum tonight, the nights before this and the nights to come. Amin.".Labels: dinner, disappointment, famillial, love, tears
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