Doushite?

Sunday, November 15, 2009

And this is for you. @ 7:18 AM

So if you have been stalking me or something then you most probably have read Kak Siti's tag on my tagboard so here goes nothing.

Kak, I know somehow that this year has been seemingly short and I have to agree with you that we have had moments together when we st down and talked openly. And yeah I realise that everything is coming to an end pretty much earlier than we all thought it would. We didn't spend a lot of time together during our last week, okay no. Your last week but doesn't mean everything has to end here, right? I mean yeah sure this year would've been hell without you helping out and talking me through things and advising me to take one step at a time with things and situations but I sincerely hope it doesn't stop just because we ain't in the same school anymore. I mean heck, we can even meet up after school if we really have to. But somehow, I wish that this year would never end and that you can stay and all but there, reality just has to be on the winning side and be all bitchy. So yeah whatever. We don't have to be in the same school to know for ourselves that we are there for each other and is a text message, phonecall and heck THREE bus stops away from each other. So this is it.

Sure I want you to stay but you can't. And honestly speaking, you were the person who made me feel at home in RGS and to know that someone is going to be there when I need her is truly comforting. I know you probably won't understand half of the things I'm saying now but yeah they're sincere. Yes, I gotta admit I will miss your letters and conversations and company but yeah. That's that. What are we to do kan?

So yeah that it. Gosh I'm tearing just typing it out. I don't know how it would be next year entering Malay Room next year knowing that you won't come bursting through the back door to do your prayers. Sigh.I love you sis(:

Labels: awesome seniors, fun stuff, i miss you, letters, love, tears

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Friday, October 9, 2009

And so the fun begins @ 5:17 AM

YAY LAST PAPER ON MONDAY YOZ! Haha open haus tomorrow and my mum and aunt has ALREADY started cooking. Haha we so awesomes like that(:

KAAAAK SITI MUST COOOOME! Haha I shall make it compulsory for her to come. Haha okay nevermind.

Saya harus berhenti merokok(according to my bro) tapi sebenarnya,saya harus berhenti menulis di diari maya saya kerana abang dan abang saudara saya ada di sini(: Haha OKAY DAH BYE.

The pain's only temporary but the pride is forever(:
And you were right Kak Siti, you were right(:

Labels: bored, DAMMIT, exciting stuff, famillial, festivities, fun stuff, letters, love, random

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Monday, September 14, 2009

Hari Raya Preps @ 12:21 AM

Hey(: I am actually blogging from uhh, shhhh can't tell. Hehe okay randomness 101.

So how are YOUR Hari Raya preps coming up? I know Kak Siti is uhh..well prepping for exams? Yeah okay who am I kidding, I am too! Buuuuut I have been busy helping in the making of Honey Cornflakes! <3

Haha well okay I have been doing something else too, right Kak Siti? Hehe just go see her display picture(at the moment) Haha I bet you're soooo loving it lah.

So anyway, I have been waiting forever to meet Kak Siti to give her..... something lah kan. Okay I realised that this post is damn lame ttm. So I shall uhh... stop here?

Okay dah bye.

Labels: bored, exams, festivities, friends, hyped, i miss you, letters, love, random, school

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Thursday, August 27, 2009

Be Yourself Day(BYD)! @ 5:32 AM

TOMORROW'S BE YOURSELF DAY!

Dress up as whatever you wanted to be when you were a kid. Even if it means putting on a pair of fairy wings on your back! Haha okay I am kidding. But actually you can! Because everyone's special in their own way! Well I don't see the point of advertising anymore of this thing buuuut I already typed it and I am lazy to go back and delete and retype a new title so bear with my laziness will, ya?

So we ALL know that Teachers' Day is on Tuesday and would most probably be going back to your primary schools to celebrate it and meet up with your primary school teachers to see how they have been and meet up with all of your friends. Well basically my point in saying this is that, JPS pupils aren't allowed to go back to JPS due to the principal being afraid of the Swine flu situation. I don't know about you but I am pretty bummed by it considering that I have waited since I don't know when to go back and have a chance to talk to Mdm Amilia and all my other past teachers like Mdm Teng and Cikgu Wahindah. And of course all of my friends whom I have dearly missed over the months of being in secondary school.

And honestly speaking, this is't the first time Swine flu is getting in the way of my social life. It makes me wanna go STUPID SWINE!Haha okay no seriously. The first time was when I wanted to go see how Kak Lina was after she tore her ACL. Buuuuut swine just HAD to force the precautionary levels to go UP. Way to go babs. Urgh. But nevermind, like Kak Siti said, let bygone, be bygones. So I shall leave this matter to rest.

By the way, I hope you liked the letter(:

Labels: activities in school, bored, disappointment, festivities, friends, fun stuff, letters, love, random, school

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

'cause I'd be lost once you're gone. @ 5:53 AM

So yesterday I gave Kak Siti a letter and she replied :D But somehow, I knew she was going to reply 'cause she texted me last night asking me to look forward to tomorrow(today). Tsk. Takde surprise langsung. Haha but anyhoohow, it was cute! With little heart shaped stickers of all sorts and colours!! So my next one MUST and WILL contain stickers. Haha check your class tray before assembly tomorrow!!

Anyway, thanks banyak-banyak eh Kak for this.

"A smile is a curve that sets things straight." <3

Yes, and you're the one who pastes it there.

Labels: friends, letters, love, random, school

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